I'm feeling it

What a great set of two days. I'm glad that someone has helped me bring out the happiness that I knew was in me but that I would've never been able to find by myself. There are no words to describe what a feeling. I've been happy, sad, I've cried, I've laughed, I've felt secure, I've felt being taken care of, I've been hugged, I've been told how beautiful I am in the inside, all in one day. I can't believe how happy I am, what a chemistry. Just having someone there to wipe my tears off.. I can't explain what a feeling. A crying shoulder, someone to listen, someone to hug - I have it all in you. I whish I could really express my level of appreciation, passion. I don't think anyone will ever understand. What a feeling, oooh to be happy! When it feels like it should, and you're around, and you feel safe inside, and you don't miss a thing until you cry... My cheeks hurt from laughing, smiling. No one has ever been able to do that before, and I'm glad I have someone to do it now. Song of the day:

John Mayer - Vultures
Some of us, We're hardly ever here
The rest of us, we're born to disappear
How do I stop myself from
Being just a number
How will I hold my head
To keep from going under

Down to the wire
I wanted water but
But I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me, testing me,testing me

How did they find me here
What do they want from me
All of these vultures hiding
Right outside my door
I hear them whisperin
They're tryin to ride it out
Cause they've never gone this long
Without a kill before

Down to the wire
I wanted water but
I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me, testing me, testing me

Wheels up
I got to leave this evening
Can't seem to shake these vultures
Off of my trail
Power is made, by power being taken
So I keep on running
To protect my situation

Down to the wire
I wanted water but
I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me, testing me

Oooooooooooo
Oooooooooooo
Oooooooooooo
Oooooooooooo
Whatcha gonna do about it
Whatcha gonna do about it